broken4purpose

Turkey is done
Christmas to come
Nothing the same but yet reminders remain
Do I allow my insecurities
Doubts
Fears
Keep me from a blessing
Or do I tie another knot
And hang on for another time

Here I am
Can you send someone else
I’m not strong enough
I don’t have what it takes
Take the over prepared
I don’t want to be made ready

Your kingdom come
Your will be done
Countdown soon to begin to 12 25
But is 25 just another number
A number of significant by happen chance
I time to celebrate the birth
A better future a happy ending to the end

I am flawed and fragile
Full of excuses and contradictions
Can this child bridge the gap
And help adapt the gap to my
Insecurities and lack of confidence
Giving in to my insecurity
Will this cause a missed opportunity

Inadequate
Imposter
Are these simple the tools needed
To turn my weakness into an opportunity
For his grace and strength
Wounded by weaponized words
Cruelly cut by criticism.

I am not a hero
Never been good with words
Limited knowledge
Not the deepest
And too simple and plain

Only by his grace
Mercy and
Strength
Do I take another breath
Fearfully and wonderfully made
They say

Only because of his love
Am I not consumed by all around me
I sit in my questions
Accepting I may never walk
But realizing I’m still less paralyzed than others

By your strong arm
You bring
Redemption
Mercy
Grace
And perseverance

Today is a new