
There was a reason I never liked roller coasters
But here I am on his roller coaster
The trajectory of life again changes
The stomach is in the throat
Loop to loop
I want to puke
Discarded
Abandoned
Rejected
Betrayed
Unlovable
They refer to me as a monster
And maybe I am
Maybe the best thing is for all to run
You must hide you never know
Some say it was a sickness
Others say it is weakness
Some say it’s normal
Others say I’m simply maniacal
Some say to come out the other side is strength
Others question why it took so long
Proud we are not
Volunteer, we did not
Move forward we try
But as we decent on this coaster
Past thrown at us like a spitwad
We beg for this to stop
And then…
All of a sudden everything stops
No one around
Nobody to be found
We have what we deserve
Or do we
Again we never had a choice in any of this

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